Loneliness (part I)

My day starts out as a teary beginning. He leaves me again for home — our home. I purposely stay at the current place for a while to take care of other matters.
“Dear”, as he calls me. “You are always in my heart,” he says. No farewell, just a temporary good-bye. He’s right on [...]

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Valentine’s Day

 Why do I write about Valentine’s Day on the V-Day?
They say this is the day when we celebrate love, but should we celebrate love every second of our life? They say it is the day when we show our love, but should we show our love in every other day too?
I stop believing in Love on [...]

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What’s in a kiss?

Last night (7/2), I witnessed the most beautiful and courageous act of love: a mother kissed her son.
True, it is an ordinary show of love between a mother and her child. But it made me reflecting on such thing that I have done on natural instinct to love and to show it to my lover. The mother [...]

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Looking from the other side

I seem to always fill my life with anxiety. I spend most of my time worrying about things that barely happened in the real life.
Early in 2007 I went to a quiet place in northern Thailand where I learned to listen to myself.  These past few months, I became more and more anxious as I was aware that [...]

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The Beginning

   This is only the beginning.
I woke up one day in November 2007 with a soft whisper of this mantra. And why, another year was just about to go and a new one was coming in. The only difference this time is that I’d just got my appendix removed. I felt an eerie feeling of familiarity that someone whom I knew very well was gently prodding [...]

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