Screwing up my courage

After weeks of self-indoctrination with words of encouragement, I finally mustered up my courage and started a new initiative (at least it’s ”new” for me) yesterday.
I have planned to start something that I have never done before. I have no experience as event organizer but this work did not particularly fall into such category. As usual I was always haunted [...]

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Looking from the other side

I seem to always fill my life with anxiety. I spend most of my time worrying about things that barely happened in the real life.
Early in 2007 I went to a quiet place in northern Thailand where I learned to listen to myself.  These past few months, I became more and more anxious as I was aware that [...]

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The Beginning

   This is only the beginning.
I woke up one day in November 2007 with a soft whisper of this mantra. And why, another year was just about to go and a new one was coming in. The only difference this time is that I’d just got my appendix removed. I felt an eerie feeling of familiarity that someone whom I knew very well was gently prodding [...]

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